The music box sat
on the desk, beckoning. Dust and moths fluttered about in the
shadows. I pried open the box, and out she came. A damsel in pastel.
Mouth painted red like a whore. I turned the crank with care, and
after several seconds a melody emerged. I sat the box back on the
desk, and listened. The music continued long after it should have
ended, and the notes seemed too haunted for it's stature. Eventually
the ballerina stopped moving. The song however, continued to play.
Strange, goth, macabre stories and poems. Ranging from fanfiction, erotica, and also short musings.
Friday, May 23, 2014
Sunday, February 9, 2014
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Top Five Book Recommendations
1. Exquisite Corpse
2. The Dark Half
3. Fahrenheit 451
4. The Crow: Temple of Night
5. A Certain Slant of Light
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Horror House
I started puking up
blood. The copper taste never really left my mouth after that day. I
keeled by the bathtub, vomiting more and more. She was beside me,
standing there menacingly.
I watched, as though an
old film, and saw what had happened to her.
There was a dead girl
with a heart in her mouth and no eyes, that part of her face was wide
with astonishment and torment. She kept trying to scream, but she
couldn't. The heart was fatty, like a mass of gross tissue or a tumor
trying to escape a tortured soul. Often veins would crawl out of her
skin.
She could hear him
coming, the ringing, and slow vibrations in the air and objects
around her, warning her, but to no avail. There was no help for her
soul.
He always used to come
into her house and rearrange her possessions, attempting to possess
her. Sometimes when she was out of the house and about, she'd come
back, and the furniture would be tossed about or just moved
dramatically. Then, sometimes when she slept, he would come in and
watch her and turn the faucets on, or the television. The little
trinkets she had sitting on her shelves, some were mermaids, one was
Betty Boop, and he would move them or lay them down, but never break
them.
She couldn't stop him. He
was otherworldly.
Sometimes, she'd be
standing in the kitchen, and static would rise up through her body,
she'd loose colors of the spectrum and her mind would fade out to
gray. Always, all she would hear was the ringing, and it tingled her
bones, tickling them. She could feel the objects moving by
themselves. But it was always him. He would allow her no one and
nothing.
She would cry, but she
cannot.
She would scream, but she
cannot.
She would leave... but
eventually, she could not.
The Souls
“We
live, as people of all sorts, then we die in all manner of ways, and
then our souls leave us; and so the soul travels. Through the air, up
through space, past the stars, planets, and other beings. The soul
travels such a long way, it cannot be measured. It passes through
other parallels and universes, but never becomes distorted. You would
think that the soul would become light, or find a body, but
truthfully, the soul travels onwards, forever searching. There are no
all knowing beings to guide or damn our souls, they just float, and
float on. Peace is something that cannot be known to the soul, bodily
or by any other means. Our souls are everlasting, and ever wanting
things. If we could have found peace by our body or soul alone, we
would have found it long before now.
“The
souls don't remember anything of their lives, only vague, vague
thoughts they cannot decipher; but there are some souls that seem to
know where they are going, and stop occasionally. Once they realize
that nothing will happen though, they keep going. Sometimes, souls
get sad, and stop floating. It doesn't matter how old or young the
soul, they all stop sometimes. Still, nothing happens, and they are
forced to go on, but to what? This is the final frontier, the
blackness, limbo, and no more death awaits. Only time and space are
ahead. There is enough room in the ever looming universe for all the
souls that any planet could generate, and so it goes on.
“Sometimes the
young souls get feisty, they play and twitter about happily,
joyfully, enjoying the small companionship of other souls. It is
impossible for souls to physically play with or harm each other
because they lack bodies, and so there is no reason or want to fight
each other, but there is no way to hold hands or hug. It is good that
wars do not exist, but nor can love. Souls want very earnestly to
find something, anything; an answer, more questions, a way. If any
souls have found anything, no other souls would know about it, else
they would have all been gone by now. The souls want, and grow
impatient. The souls want, find naught and still they want.
“Then, something
strange happens...”
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
The Crow
I
held the dove in my hands, her panicked cries pierced the morning
air. I grasped her tightly, constricting
her wings as she shook with terror. I felt the feathers between my
fingers, so soft was the down, how fragile her bones. I was careful
with her, and now was the final moment. I began to choke her, her
twitchy movements stopped suddenly. The birds eyes watched me with
evil in them. I felt like my soul had been taken from me, along with
her life.
This
had to be done though.
I
kneel at the end of the pier and I hold the dove loosely in my palms.
The water staring back at me is dark, almost black. The moss and
algae covering most of it's surface seems to dissipate and I place
the bird on the surface. The pond echos in my heart, and begs the
offering. I let the dove float slowly to the bottom. I feel her
sinking.
I
wait, and I feel my heart rushing to keep beating. I wait for but a
moment, and I feel the water separate, and make a path, and I know
she is coming up. Her wings are spread as she levitates out of the
dirty leech water. Her once pure wings now are lacquered in black,
and the gloss of her coat resonated in the rays of the sun. She's
been to the other side now, and come back stronger. Like me.
She
watches me, knowing my pain, and with her rebirth, she lands on my
shoulder. When she nuzzles her beak to my skin I feel cold. She lays
down, clawing at my skin. Then I feel a burning like tar over my
shoulders, I can't move. She's digging her way into me. I start to
scream, but hold it back, I hold onto my arms for balance. I claw my
arms until I feel the burning growing like a stem out of my shoulder
blade's. I watch hesitantly as the wings form, and the feathers
unravel.
I
feel her beak inside my throat, and know the power that she has given
me.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Vintage Satanism
While she's painting her
face with red lips, and thick lashes, the roar of the world is
passing by. Her breasts are held high by under wire like metal clasps
holding her together, and her waist cinched in the classic hourglass
figure. Her idol Marilyn would be proud. As she curls her hair the
only thing she burns is her soul. Her personality slowly slipping
away while her baby blues look only to one thing.
Satan.
He is her everything.
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